Trust Issues

by | February 1, 2017

He said He would never leave me nor forsake me, and I believed Him.

Bur when times got tough I thought about leaving Him,

not because I didn’t believe in Him

but I felt as if He had already left me for her or him or whoever trusted Him fully.

He told me to be strong and not to be afraidTrust

because He will be with me wherever I go.

But my strength was failing me and His presence was evading me

and each step I took out of my comfort zone my trust would fade

He told me to trust in His unfailing love and that He rejoices in my salvation

He has never once brought my soul to damnation neither has He left me stranded

He has done everything I asked

He meets my needs and constantly thinks of me

Yet I always find myself questioning if He really loves me  89e6132eabf31d5131b4d2784eabce0e

He said to me that He will make a way through the wilderness for me

He told me He would provide rivers in the desert for me

For me

A sinner

The issue was never Him, it was always me

So I told myself to trust Him with all my heart and to not lean on my own understanding

So that He would lead me and direct my paths