He said He would never leave me nor forsake me, and I believed Him.
Bur when times got tough I thought about leaving Him,
not because I didn’t believe in Him
but I felt as if He had already left me for her or him or whoever trusted Him fully.
He told me to be strong and not to be afraid
because He will be with me wherever I go.
But my strength was failing me and His presence was evading me
and each step I took out of my comfort zone my trust would fade
He told me to trust in His unfailing love and that He rejoices in my salvation
He has never once brought my soul to damnation neither has He left me stranded
He has done everything I asked
He meets my needs and constantly thinks of me
Yet I always find myself questioning if He really loves me
He said to me that He will make a way through the wilderness for me
He told me He would provide rivers in the desert for me
The issue was never Him, it was always me
So I told myself to trust Him with all my heart and to not lean on my own understanding
So that He would lead me and direct my paths